samskeyti

is the most beautiful thing ever.



ever.




coates made me cry out of frustration.
he kept asking me why i didn't want to enter any of the things i'm really proud of

and i couldn't explain it to him.

some shit just isn't meant to be entered in contests.
its my soul.


but i can't just explain that to him.
because i'm inept.
and he's an asshole.


and i'm not complacent.