sometimes.

sometimes i wish something would happen to justify the paranoia.




is that wrong?

i'm not begging for more things to go wrong.
theres plenty of that.

idk.

i just want to be able to not look so crazy all the time.



i have six pages of manic scrawlings from last night.

theyr'e all so illegible

except that line.


awesome. i'm losing my shit again.