Sunday, February 22, 2009


please, someone, find this as funny as i do...

i'm so dumb sometimes :D

Tuesday, February 10, 2009


Who are you to decide what is obscene?

who decided your moral standards are that of every person?

What if i really honestly do find artistic merit in playboy? I mean you have to be talented to airbrush & accent the correct places to make them attractive right?

obscenity is amazing.

stop cockblocking my artistic views with your damn morals.

i'm not asking you to like it.
i'm asking you not to kill it.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009


i'm a siren.

and not in the "BARELY LEGAL SIREN SUCKS COCK" kinda way.

in the i put on a super cool mask that makes everythink listening to me and following me and trying to love me is a good idea.

then they hit the rocks in their ships of life.
and blow up

and for some reason keep coming back
even after i've smashed their ships to pieces due to my inability to do anything properly.

i don't want to be a siren.
i shouldn't be a siren.

i just want to be loved.
and be able to accept that.

but once again, instability forces me to be alone.
because i push it all away.

i think i'll go vomit and sleep alone.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009


is the most beautiful thing ever.


coates made me cry out of frustration.
he kept asking me why i didn't want to enter any of the things i'm really proud of

and i couldn't explain it to him.

some shit just isn't meant to be entered in contests.
its my soul.

but i can't just explain that to him.
because i'm inept.
and he's an asshole.

and i'm not complacent.