Enlightened

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

sometimes.

sometimes i wish something would happen to justify the paranoia.




is that wrong?

i'm not begging for more things to go wrong.
theres plenty of that.

idk.

i just want to be able to not look so crazy all the time.



i have six pages of manic scrawlings from last night.

theyr'e all so illegible

except that line.


awesome. i'm losing my shit again.

3 comments:

Riley Spilman said...

The world doesn't want anyone. It is indifferent. You have to give it a good shove in the ass.

And don't ignore what makes you human. All you are left with is nothingness.

Jessica said...

also, a big bucket of crazy.



which is working out well.......

derekjohn said...

just because you're paranoid doesn't mean they aren't out to get you. lol